Steph, I too am stage IV anal cancer that has spread to
Lymph nodes. I have had six months of chemo, 5 days a week at the beginning of each week. I was diagnosed with this demon right before Christmas 2012. I am now waiting on docs to decide whether radiation will be next. If so it will be for six weeks while I have to work during this treatment time. How old are your children and how did you tell them about your prognosis? I have two; a son and daughter son 22 and daughter 20. I told them this was not curable only treatable ( whatever treatable means). I told them I didn't know what God has planned. I just couldn't bring myself to tell them this demon would be taking me from them... My mother gets angry with me for not being positive, but really? What is there to be positive about? My scans have been coming back "good" according to docs but that brings me no joy no happiness. How do you feel about your journey? Hope to hear from you soon. Lisa
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July 2013