Good Morning Pmoos! I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and wanted to wish you good luck tomorrow as you begin your treatment. (Are you still starting your chemo tomorrow?)
If you are anything like I was the day before I was to receive my very first chemotherapy treatment of my entire life.....I am sure you are feeling a lot of emotions. I was very scared! I remember thinking, "what the hell am I doing with CANCER" ? I was certain that any moment the phone would ring and the doctor would say, "never mind, we screwed up you don't have cancer". But that didn't happen. I also wondered what chemo felt like. For my entire life I heard about people getting chemotherapy for cancer but I never really talked to anyone about exactly what it feels like when you are the patient and you are laying there being injected with chemotherapy drugs. I wanted to know the answer the day before I started my first chemo and I could not find anyone to answer my question. Fortunately when I arrived at the Cancer Center I was greeted by a wonderful women who was a cancer survivor. She had been assigned to stay with me and my family to walk us through and answer any questions. Thank God! I can happily report to you if you want to know what it feels like to have chemo.....it feels like NOTHING! Absolutely nothing! Lol!
Good luck today! Prayers coming your way.
0
June 2017