Hi dealite2007 - I am so glad you joined us here and that you are already posting questions. Good for you for seeking information and being proactive. That fighting attitude will help you more than you can possibly imagine. I'm an 8-yr BC survivor and I write a blog to help others through this journey - I recently wrote an article that may assist your present state of mind:
http://marnieclark.com/newly-diagnosed-dealing-with-anxiety-and-fear/ And here's another one about stress, along with some remedies for dealing with it:
http://marnieclark.com/stress-hits-an-all-time-high-heres-some-relief/We are here for you, just let us know what you need. Do your best to live in the moment, right now it's important not to worry too much about the future (I've discovered that 90% of the things we worry about never happen!). Sending hugs from Denver to you in Annapolis.